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My mom and I got into an angry fight this morning so she has kicked me out the house and told me for now on I have to live in the camper out back. I think she really hates me now...

What happened, Twizty?

We were fighting over doing chores and I could not stay off my cellphone. I snapped and cussed her out and smashed my phone screen. She started cussing me out and I left home walking, than I came back after getting overheated and dehydrated in the middle nowhere. She told me she wants me out of her house.

Oh well, maybe I can finally fufill my dream of living like a hermit and isolating myself away from everyone?

Anyways she hates me because I can't be perfect for her. She doesn't seem to grasp autism or bipolar disorder.

So I've had it. I hope she leaves me alone when I move into that camper tomorrow.

I'm sorry you got into that argument, Twizty.

I wish you could find some other way of venting than smashing your cellphone.

I'm going to be honest: I would be scared if somebody did that in front of me.

I think you can do better. I think you are really trying. I'm glad you came back here under your old name. That was a sign of health.

If you want to know my opinion: I think your mama will think about things, and you will make up soon. It's just that your mama was scared of you at that moment. That's the way I see it.

You both should probably not see each other for a couple of days.

Yeah you're right, what I did was really scary. But I think I really screwed up this time. This was the last straw with her.

No matter how hard I try I just can't make it work. And now my mom hates me, I bet everyone else in this neighborhood hates me too.

And I don't think I really care anymore just as long as I still have a roof over my head and food.

I might move into that little camper and never come out.

You know what: I would feel exactly the same way. And I have felt the same way. The feelings are raw now.

But, like all the other times, I believe that "time will heal the wounds."

I hope you and your mama hug in less than a week.

I think you're a good guy. And I want you to improve.

You know what my mom told me? That I'm like her abusive fourth husband and that's why I hated him. I'll never forgive her for saying that.

Twizty: You know that people frequently say things they don't mean in anger.

Oh but I believe she does mean it. And she'll never apologize for saying it. Ever. She never apologizes for all the things she has said and done that have hurt me because all she cares about is me being wrong and her being right. That's all that matters to her in this world.

I know people like that, too.

My mother is like that.

I know where you're coming from.

Many people are very stubborn.

My opinion: It's only "over" for a couple of days. That's truly the way I feel. And, yes, I have the luxury of being on the "outside."

come live with me in tacoma.

I guess we'll see. I wish I had a boyfriend or a friend I could move in with to get away from her. I cannot even drive so I couldn't make the choice to move out on my own if I wanted to.

I don't think she really loves me for who I am, she loves me because she thinks I belong to her and no one else.

Last edited by TW1ZTY on 28 Oct 2019, 7:25 pm, edited 3 times in total.

Twisty,

I am sorry you had a fight with your mother. Living in the camper might work out.

Meanwhile, Google Georgia developmental disabilities Waiver. It looks like Georgia has a couple of programs you might qualify for.

I know it feels awful now, but most likely you will reconcile with your mother. Give it time to settle.

(((Twisty))))

I just don't know what to do. I guess it's my own fault. Everything is always my fault.

Just try to get a good night's sleep.

My mom doesnt seem to be as mad at me today...