I was planning to kill myself in 2009, but my mother talked me out of it. She promised me things will get better if I just give them some time. So here I am now, eleven years later, and nothing has gotten better.
So should I just keep trying? Or will I end up looking back in 2030 thinking about how I spent another ten years and still nothing ever got any better? How do I know when its finally time to just give up and stop trying?