Sylkat wrote:
This is ALL symptomatic of depression.
You, and I, and millions of others are involuntarily reacting to the intimidating misery that our whole culture has turned into.
Like so many, many others, we cannot simply take a walk and get out of the house for an hour, go to a Denny’s anytime day or night l, get smiles from strangers, stroll through the mall, linger in expensive stores, just enjoying pretty things.
We are ALL locked in and scared.
And so lonely.
WP doesn’t fix anything, but here there are people who understand and I have people to ‘talk ‘ to 24 hours.
It helps, really!
My depression has little bit to do with the virus, I’m more depressed cuz I cannot clean my apartment, the floors are sooo dirty, I have trash on floors that I can’t pick up. I did a little bit of cleaning, I picked up trash from my counter, although I was breathing too fast & having anxiety, my food was hurting badly, I had a really sharp pain on the top of my foot, it felt like my bones were breaking. I’m used to staying in my apartment. I cannot walk too much, I have ALOT of pain in both my feet, my feet are soooo numb too, I can have pain in my ankle bones, but not too much now. I can have little pain in my hand, I also have a bladder problem, I have to use the bathroom every hour
It been very hard dealing with my cat. I’m so overwhelmed with everything.