I Am Amazed.

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I have to share.... (I did delete this and I have put it back on. I do not know which forum area to put it).

I am recovering from being in tears and was unable to speak. Was hardly able to type.

Have you ever had those moments so wonderful that you can't handle the emotions of the moment?

A relative (My mothers cousin) has sent us a DVD he has made of many cine films of my family from my Mums side, from 1954 through to 1973 and I have met them...

I have met some as they were my Mum, Dad, Grandparents... I am told I met my Great Grandad but I don't remember, but each year I wrote to him until he died at age 98 (He did not live near here), but why I am amazed is that I have met them. I have met the others in Heaven when God showed me around Heaven over 25 years ago? I have seen them and met them! I did not know who they were! (I knew somwhow that I was related but I did not know how or who they were!)

But not only that, but some of the places in these films God has taken me and my family (My parents, my youngest brother and myself (My Dad has since died)) to on missions and the one place that I have not been to, my youngest brother and his wife went there fairly recently also unaware why!

God is doing his knitting!

I was not aware that these films existed and it is a miracle!

I have my food in front of me and it is cold. I can't eat... I am not that good at handling emotion like this!

But I am amazed and wonder what will be next?

Ooh. One of the places on the film we had an amazing miracle happen when the Lord sent us down there!

Openings,

sign of the times.

Synchronicities,connections coming forth.
Earthly plane and spiritual.

Opening the door,and awakening from a deep sleep,

for what we come here to do.


Emotional clearing,let it go,go with the flow.

Feel and experience.

Just let it flow.

Release.

Unhinged,unhindered,unwaivered.

Enjoy!

I'm amazed.

This is truly amazing MG. Some people have this ability, I believe, to see "further." I, as you know, share your faith, though from a different perspective, and have experienced "awakenings and discernments" also. One thing I have learned is that not everyone is open minded regarding faith, the Creator and the existence of any world beyond this corporeal world that we perceive with our limited 5 senses, some are in fact very hostile and judgmental. I am therefore very careful regarding with whom I share my spiritual experiences.

The problem is, that not to share means some may never know. I believe that there is a time in everyones life which could happen when we are young or old (It is not for me to say when) where we are given the choice to accept or deny our Saviour. (We may differ slightly here in our beliefs but I am guessing you believe along similar lines?).
Now it is not my job to force anyone to believe and I can't and I won't do this as I believe that God gives us free will, and I will defend this free will out of principle. BUT I will say that if we ignore God and die without Him, I honestly believe that our lives have been a waste of time.

I am not "Religious" as in I do not want all the systematic "Religion". I just want God. Religion to me is a bit of a wasted effort unless God is there. Religion in itself can act as machinery which can keep one away from God. It is why I am not interested in religion. I am interested in relationship.

I don't know if this is an aspie trait, but if meet other Christians, and they start talking about "Church", and they are talking about people I shut off. But if they start talking about experiences with God I open up!
I don't go to church. I am not going to say not to go to church as one can learn a lot and when God is moving in the church it can be an exciting time where miracles take place and many things happen! But a church without God is a religion and to me, it is dull and boring!
I am one who tries not to go to crowded places so churches can be crowded, so unless I feel that God wants me there I am not interested as for me to be around lots of people, however kind they are (And most people are nice) can be an overwealming experience.

God is within me. He directs my paths. Something which is different from a religion.

I will share something funny. I remember when I was in my late teens and I was taught that God was in church so I had to dress my best to please God.
But I realized that through the "Born Again" experience when I had asked Jesus into my heart, that not only is God within me but all around me and He sees everything, and I think I was on the toilet as I realized this (Or in the bath) and I suddenly thought I should cover myself up quick! But then I realized that God made me. He knows all my little bits. He does not mind what I wear or what I don't wear.

It was then when I saw the folly of "Religion" that does not come from God.
It does not matter what we wear when we come to church or even if we go to church as God is here within us if we have welcomed Him in.

I have a short scripture that came to me. (Revelation 3 verse 20).
"Behold. I stand at the door and knock: If any man hear my voice, and open the door, I will come in to him, and will sup with him, and he with me."

{Moderators. Feel free to move this thread if required as it is panning out different to how I expected. }

Dear Mountain Goat,
I think your thread/message belongs right where it is!
Reading through the messages of sadness, loneliness, desperation then there is your glowing, sincere open door to happiness!
Truly, thank you for sharing your love for God with us!
Thank you for sharing a genuine, unique spiritual experience!