I Tried To Kill Myself

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I don’t want to be an adult anymore, it’s tooooo hard, I don’t want to be responsible, it’s tooo much pressure.

I’m glad you’re still writing posts.

I’m sorry you’re feeling so upset.

(((Hugs)))

I wish I knew what to say or do to help besides offer whatever kind of dragon hugs sound best to you, but those are offered in abundance.

I'm sorry you're feeling so frustrated. I know you're experiencing a lot of pain, and you have limited mobility. Do you know if you're eligible for a visiting nurse, support worker, or caregiver to help in your home? It sounds like you would also benefit from Occupational Therapy in your home, or by Zoom. An OT can provide you with strategies and accommodations for the challenging aspects of your daily living environment. A Social Worker might also be able to mediate a discussion between you and your sister, so she will understand the difficulties you face, living alone.

Kitty, i know it's tough, this is a tough world for most of us, but if you hang around you'll see wonderful things. please show a little fight, be more stubborn. i hurt also, but there is stuff worth experiencing yet for the both of us, in this world. you can do it.

I'm really sorry to hear that you are hurting so much emotionally. I really do hope that things are able to improve for you and that you are okay physically.

People here seems more stronger than me.

we are stronger TOGETHER than SEPARATELY. since joining WP a decade ago [after lurking for 6 years] i have grown stronger thanks to people like you in my corner, encouraging me. if you stick around you we can help you get stronger as well.

I know I’m not as strong as you. I don’t have near as many struggles as you and still want to die.

Not intended to be making things about me or anything, hope it doesn’t come off that way

Please, do not give up on this world. There is joy amidst the pain and suffering. You are strong, not weak. You have my support through this tough time, and it's not just me. Life may be hard, but you can get through it with the help of others. It'll get better, I promise you that.

Hugs kitty. Sorry you’ve been feeling so down, but remember, your hormones may be especially taking their toll right now and effecting the way you think and feel. Add to that, your health issues and pain, it’s understandable you feel defeated at times. Just remember you have friends here who genuinely care. For every bad day, there’s always a better day just round the corner. As Is mentioned, maybe you’d qualify for home assistance. That could make a massive difference, with the added support and friendship that might be formed. Hang in there. X

It also takes strength to recognize when you need help and to seek it. By reaching out here, you are showing that you have strength.

I'm so sorry that this happened to you. None of us on here would want to see you hurt. Reach out to any of us if you need us, okay?

Om Nom hugs

Hi Kitty
You seem like a really nice person. I know what you're going through - tried to do that same thing myself last year. Covid has messed everything up real good. You are loved here and we are listening, so please feel free to share anything you need to.
I hate adulting too. But remember, you are not alone. Nobody deals with the stresses of life effectively from my experience. Only difference is others use wine or sex or gambling, etc, etc.
You are miles ahead by coming here for help.
You will get there. Even if it hurts, just keep smiling.
(((hugz)))