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10 Mar 2021, 3:40 pm

I made a decision without the knowledge. I thought since it affects me I should make the choice. I made the wrong choice and can't undo it. I made it this far and really don't feel like starting over. I think I have to. I think my choice doesn't matter cause I'm not willing to play the long game. Ah, I screwed up.


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10 Mar 2021, 3:51 pm

What exactly was it?



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10 Mar 2021, 4:08 pm

Flushed something I'm supposed to be taking
I was fine the first few hours...


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10 Mar 2021, 4:11 pm

HighVamp913 wrote:
Flushed something I'm supposed to be taking
I was fine the first few hours...


If it's medication is it something you can get a refill of?



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10 Mar 2021, 4:19 pm

No


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10 Mar 2021, 4:22 pm

HighVamp913 wrote:
I made a decision without the knowledge. I thought since it affects me I should make the choice. I made the wrong choice and can't undo it. I made it this far and really don't feel like starting over. I think I have to. I think my choice doesn't matter cause I'm not willing to play the long game. Ah, I screwed up.


Time to accept what has happened and work towards moving forward. [hug]



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10 Mar 2021, 4:34 pm

Hi Big Brother[hug]
I can't move foward, not feeling like this


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10 Mar 2021, 4:38 pm

HighVamp913 wrote:
Hi Big Brother[hug]
I can't move foward, not feeling like this


Hi, little sister. [hug]
Give it a little while.
Things usually get better over time.

Are you talking about meds?
If so, why can't you get more?



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10 Mar 2021, 4:43 pm

I had my doctor discontinue them.


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10 Mar 2021, 4:50 pm

HighVamp913 wrote:
I had my doctor discontinue them.


Why is that?
Does he think you are storing them?

Go to another doctor.
(Is this a GP or psychiatrist/psychologist?)

Get a second opinion.
Be honest and see what he/she think?



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10 Mar 2021, 4:51 pm

HighVamp913 wrote:
I had my doctor discontinue them.



Hang on.
*YOU* asked for the meds to be discontinued?
I'm not fully awake. lol



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10 Mar 2021, 5:15 pm

Yeah either way I would have stopped them


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10 Mar 2021, 5:31 pm

HighVamp913 wrote:
Yeah either way I would have stopped them


I'm confused.
You stopped taking the meds but you are unsure if you made a mistake?

You can always ask for more, right?
It is totally up to you, right?



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10 Mar 2021, 5:38 pm

So that's why the fish have been crazy of late.



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11 Mar 2021, 1:20 am

No, I can't go back on it. Been off it for q bit. The symptoms are not fun. I wNna push through it so I don't have to again. If I start it again I'm back at square one.


@r00tb33r yes that's probally why.


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11 Mar 2021, 1:31 am

HighVamp913 wrote:
No, I can't go back on it. Been off it for q bit. The symptoms are not fun. I wNna push through it so I don't have to again. If I start it again I'm back at square one.


I get that. I've been there.