I suffered a massive head injury last year that ruined my life and has taken away my ability to read, study and learn properly, as well as well impairing my brain in a plethora of ways. I just did a brain scan to help see what else about my brain I need to fix, and the results of the brain scan should come to me next week. In the meantime im taking medicine for some of the symptoms of the injury, but they dont deal with the core issues. Today I went to a restaurant to celebrate the conviction of Derek Chauvin, while enjoying myself at the restaurant my head became dizzy and I collapsed publicly. The ambulance took me home and I was given some medicine, and even with the medicine (forgot which one. head nauseous) I still feel in pain and like I want to die. it hurts, it feels like my head is going to explode, it feels like my brain is old tissue crumbling and shriveling. it hurts!! !
ive spent the past hour crying and screaming in severe pain. I took Tylenol to help ease the pain, but even then it hurts. if the pain doesnt subsist I may go to the hospital
everyday ive been feeling pain, but today I thought I could handle going to a restaurant and enjoying myself. I cry everyday at how pitiful ive become after that head injury last year. I really really want to be my old self again, to be able to read, study and learn again. I hope the results of the brain scan being sent to my doctor will help me get the right treatment, I just feel so much pain in the meantime
the guys who beat me up, I feel like they're owning space in my head. I feel as weak and powerless as I was last year. I feel pathetic and humiliated.
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"One often meets his destiny on the road he takes to avoid it."
Master Oogway
20 Apr 2021, 10:50 pm
