The reason I say that I just feel like we have got this pandemic for life, almost like a life sentence in our own homes and countries like a prison even a vaccine. I did find out that now so far over 800,000,000 people in the world have been vaccinated and has overtaken the near 170,000,000 global cases of the virus, I don't quite know what that means for the pandemic but I still feel like we still have a while yet. It does make me feel almost close to tears because of all the uncertainty and I sometimes get annoyed at myself for being feeling as though I am not bottling the emotions up like other men do and not keeping a stiff upper lip as we the British call it.