I wish I could have a friend

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The youngest parts of me are my four and ten year old personas. They are such a huge part of what makes me authentically me. I wish I could post and make friends in kids crater when I am functioning at those ages but I don't think that's allowed. I am in so much emotional pain because I need friends who can allow me to be that young but no one will allow it.

I will be your friend. I feel like I can be5 years old & I need my mommy to take care of me, but I have to take care of myself & my cat. My birthday is tomorrow, I will be 51.

You wouldn't have liked me at four --I was a raging lunatic then.

I was a pretty decent 10 year old, though. That was probably my best year of my childhood (which had very few really good years).

I'm 31 and you can PM me whenever you want.

I was diagnosed when I was 13 and when I was diagnosed, I had no idea what my specialist was talking about because I thought my specialist said "Asparagus" or "Alzheimer's."

You would not have liked me during my middle school and high school years.

I think I am a lot closer to an 11 year old than a 20 year old socially/emotionally sometimes. My autism and trauma make things regarding my development very complicated. I don't tell people this because they would think it's weird, though people often get frustrated with me because I don't really act like an adult and have very childish interests. I can kind of pass by as an adult because I'm very quiet and able to control myself.

I'm six and thirteen. I think we get along really well, and yes you can message me any time!

To clarify myself, I'm 31, but I am closer to someone who's barely
in his college years mentally or emotionally.

And again, PM me anytime you want.

I often feel like a kid too despite being grown up. But yeah, I agree it wouldn't be appropriate to be posting in the Kids Crater section. I would be your friend, if you don't mind that I'm flaky sometimes.