Joined: 9 Jun 2020 Age: 60 Gender: Male Posts: 1,012 Location: western MA, USA
07 Sep 2021, 7:49 am
Thanks, kraftie. I don't think reconciliation is an option really. She put up with my undiagnosed bipolar disorder for 20+ years. It's like she was living with a ghost. The long term damage has been done, even though I'm doing much better now. No, I think it's in her best interest to move on from me, and I from her.
Joined: 31 Jul 2020 Age: 309 Gender: Non-binary Posts: 2,941 Location: I'm stuck in the dryer
07 Sep 2021, 8:01 am
Steve1963 wrote:
I'm currently listening to music, but it's through laptop speakers and it's actually more annoying than helpful. I ordered some real speakers and they should be here Friday. I think that'll help.
Yeah, I can see that. Right on about the speakers. Fingers crossed they do the trick.
Joined: 9 Jun 2020 Age: 60 Gender: Male Posts: 1,012 Location: western MA, USA
07 Sep 2021, 8:04 am
They will, thanks. I've always found music to be a good distraction. I just wish I had some actual work to do these days. I'm between projects right now and I'm supposed to be doing "self directed learning" of a new programming language. It doesn't fill the day, believe me.
Joined: 4 Feb 2014 Gender: Male Posts: 87,510 Location: Queens, NYC
07 Sep 2021, 8:06 am
When I'm sad, I go on YouTube, and watch old baseball, basketball, and hockey games. I also go to travel vlogs.
I wonder if you are a Bruins fan? I remember when Phil Esposito was on the Bruins, and Bobby Orr. Back in the 1960s. Then you had people like Terry O'Reilly in the 70s. Brad Park later in the 70s.
Joined: 9 Jun 2020 Age: 60 Gender: Male Posts: 1,012 Location: western MA, USA
07 Sep 2021, 8:13 am
I remember them well. When they won the cup in '76, my mom was driving me and my brother and grandmother home from church through Philly. A guy jumped on the hood of our car and dropped his pants - I never heard my grandmother scream like that.
Schmidt? Rings a bell. Oh right...the greatest third baseman in the history of the game.
Joined: 19 Nov 2017 Age: 70 Gender: Female Posts: 6,234
07 Sep 2021, 8:32 am
I'm working from home today, too. AND I have some "continuing education" to complete. Yuck! But it is required. The worst part of it is that it keeps shutting down, and tech support takes a "minimum of five days to get back to you." I have to finish this all by 9/30/21 or lose my certification. I'll never get done if it keeps doing stupid stuff.
When working at home I listen to NPR or Pandora or WFMT.
Does your phone have better speakers?
You're doing great.
_________________ The river is the melody And sky is the refrain - Gordon Lightfoot