I’m sooooo tired of dealing with people that don’t understand Aspergers. It’s soooo hard for me when people don’t care to learn about Aspergers, I’m VERY VERY Different than other people. My sister & cousin DONT CARE, they think everything is my fault. My cousin told me in an email that I should change, I should learn to understand people. No wonder I feel out of place, I don’t fit in with my whole family. I have to take care of myself & my cat, life is sooooo overwhelmed, too stressful, I feel like shutting down & hiding. I don’t know stuff that I should know for a person my age. My sister think she knows alot about me, she think I can understand everything she writes in texts, she can write tooooo much in one text, it hurt my head trying to read & understand it. This is why I want to die, cuz I get no help & problems with my sister. I’m alone, it very very very scary, more scary with a learning disability. I wish someone on my side.