im finally home and going to stay home.

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im home but at a very terrible price. my cognitve ability is completely shot, my ability to feel emotions is shot and my ability do what i want is severly impaired. my parents are somewhat flexible about the idea me coming off. they want to wait a year, wich i dont think is something i can do. but we dont talk about that kinda stuff any more, and i think the longer i go at home the sooner they be willing to let me off without a hassel. i chose to go home again for the simple reason that they can legally force you to take meds in a group home. plus i want them to see me as a person and not allow them to write ,me off like they did my aunt in the nursing home. who by the way they are forcing to take risperdal. i know she is being forced because she not legally competent to consent.
i look around and these damn pills are [b][i][u]EVERYWHERE. my aunt is taking a tranqilezer for anxiety, my uncle ads for depression my neighbor is giving their ret*d daughter a tranquilezer for anxiety attacts and my other neigbor(who is a cop) i making their autistic son take what is probally risperdal. i just want to scream. these drugs they can not just harm your body but destroy your soul. i
what i did not expect is how every looks at me funny when try tell them that these medications are actually poison, they dont really have a disease, they putting their freedom at risk by being invovled in this system, and they actually victums of the most sophistacted, corrupt tyranny social controll scheme of all time outdoing communism and nazism.

on the lighter side i can sleep now without sleeping pills

congratulations on being home and beginning to get better.
I'm with you on the medications, the world/society is sick and so everyone is taking pills rather than look at the root causes.

oh and they very last two days i was their a was assaulted twice assault by a drugged out pyscho path.

I'm so sickened by what they did to you.
I wish that I could have helped.

im so sickened by what they did to me.

Just a suggestion, you might want to show them the arguments of Thomaz Szasz, a longtime advocate of individual rights against state institutionalization.
Check out his book THE MYTH OF MENTAL ILLNESS, you can learn more at szasz.com.

I don't even know who you are really, and I'm sickened by what they did to you. Can you fill me in a little on your story. It sounds like you were put against your will into a psychiatric facility and forced to take medication. Really, if that's the case, that's enough to make me sick and angry. I hope life will take an upward turn for you.
Sincerely, CC

i have his book. my mother is immune to logic and my father is pathologically ignorarant. i tried giving mom DR. Breggins book ,"your drug may be the problem" once she just scimmed through and said all medications have side effects. (im sick of hearing hearing of "side effects" being used as means of justifying anything. like im just supposed to ignore major health and even life threating complictations. and if i say anythings its well have to wiegh the postives against the negatives. i did their is no beineft. and the complications are the main action of the drug, the side effect is superificial mood alterations.) my father gave a vague me a vague threat that" their would be a problem iff you start contacting legal aid or anyone like that," my parents genuily believe if start complaining about the pills or saying its really poisin and i was really in prison they think i getting sick. the social worker before i left told my parents if start up "side effects" again they should call the police and have me brought to the hospital. my mother made promise her that i no problem with the medication. well in reality i believe and have allways believed psychotrophics should be piled up and burn and psychitrists and mental health workers should be arrested without trial, imprisoned idenefinatley and shot for crimes against humnanity

That's a bit too far. But I'm glad to see you still alive, hyperion.

thanks
considering four near death experiences i dont think so.

the next time somebody tries to force me into that place well i want to say something illegal will happen.

communism is the dictatorship of the poor, fascism is the dictatorship of the rich. Both are dictatorial regimes, neither are freedom.

"...my mother is immune to logic and my father is pathologically ignorarant..."

Well, then, you probably know from experience that you can't reason with the unreasonable.

I've made it a policy never to try.

hyperion,are classed as a child/teen or adult?
as adult,am have lived in several residential homes [including one institution type],and inc. in the one am in now,they cannot and do not try to force a person to take their meds,they write [r] on the medication forms if it has been refused.

If are adult, it does not sound good-does not sound legal what they are doing? might be to do with laws.

I've been studying paranoia since a another WP member mentioned they have some strong paranoia. Not sure if its a factor in your case but I can see how it might.

First antipsychotic drugs help some but they are no magic bullet as many paranoia feelings remain. And what little benfit they offer is often twarted by the patients on persecutory delusions so he often does not take the medications as directed. Though there is evidence a
sugar pill is nearly as effective. So other than extreme cases it might be a waste of time anyway.

Talk therapy might help some to but nothing will really reduce the paranoia greatly. I think learning to understand your thoughts are not
competely based on objective reality will help to.

Oh take this test I posted on schizotypal personality. It has a subscore for suspiciousness. I score 2.5 out of 8 but others often scored higher so no need to be shocked if you score high.

http://www.wrongplanet.net/modules.php? ... ic&t=39878