It’s super hot, I changed my cat litter, I need to order groceries, I need to do more stuff, it’s sooo overwhelmed, I was changing my cat litter box, I got poo on the floor, poo on my hand, I use my wheelchair to change her litter or scoop it, when I’m finished, I just sat there in my wheelchair, my brain shut off, I was staring at the floor, I was paralyzed, I could blink & listen to my music, after a few minutes, my cat meowed, I snapped out of it. Earlier, my cat knocked over some stuff of my table & went on the floor, I had to clean them, I was mad at her, I apologize to her. My brain still want to shut down. I keep forgetting to fed myself, it is 6:21 PM & 96 degrees, it was 104 today.