Had a full blown autistic meltdown at work for the first time.... I'm so scared I'm going to lose my job over it.
I went into the office to have the meltdown, but I couldn't stop crying and tearing up for like..... hours afterwards. And I couldn't stay in the office for hours....
I've been scolded for crying in front of customers before (due to sensory overload), so I'm scared that management will decide I'm unfit for the role they gave me and demote me
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He/him or they/them pronouns, please.
ASD level 1 & ADHD-C (professional dx), dyscalcula (self dx), very severe RSD. Probably have BPD.
RAADs: 104 | ASQ: 30 | CAT-Q: 139 | Aspie Quiz: 116/200 (84% probability of being atypical)