My energy levels and mood are varying too much.
Earlier this morning, I had thoughts like "I cant do anything, my life is done, I'm doomed" (victim mentality) and i was lazy, sluggish.
At the moment I feel very confident and lively, my thoughts like "I can do anything, reach my goals and live my life" (victor mentality).
I may have bipolar disorder, or whatever. But it's apparently unhealthy.
I wish i could stay in the moment with this mood. I feel high less frequently than feeling low. Actually it's rare.