Sunday was the 12th anniversary of my aunt death, that got me thinking, why everybody that I really get along with or they understand me & know stuff about me that is true, like my Autism & my Learning Disabilities, people that I love that understand me & know stuff about me, they are gone, I feel like I have NOONE, not in my family, I DON'T GET ALONG with my cousin, my dad, my Crazy aunt, I get along with my other aunt. My sister thinks she know about Autism, you need to ask the person that have Autism, you can't guess. She been texting me ALOT, changing her mind, giving toooo much information that hurt my head, when I finish reading, I forget some stuff & have to read it again, she thinks I can handle stuff, I want to scream, I gotten a bad pain inside me, it felt like it was tearing me apart. She thinks I can handle adult stuff all the time, I CANNOT HANDLE IT, I can't handle it most of the time alot of days. I Don't Know what to do.