I have an appointment coming up. It's stressing me out. It's about my medication. They're gonna be upset with me because I haven't been taking it as it ran out. I keep saying it ran out. It's an important medication for me as it helps with paranoia, delusions and mood. I have a feeling my DR is annoyed with me. I'm always having trouble with something after saying I'm doing well. Then I'm back and they have to deal with me. I wish I could just stay doing well.
I don't want to feel like I'm doing something wrong. Yet I do because people think I am. If I get upset or talk about things that people don't like, they think I'm not doing well. It's really frustrating because nobody ever wants to listen to me. I have to get upset because trying to say things in a calm way doesn't work either.