It feels like only yesterday that I remember being 19 or 20 and not knowing how to use or understand using money and now seeing some other of my peers get married or have kids makes it feel as though everything in their lives has been "accomplished" because they are giving birth to a new generation or got married. It makes me feel like millennials are like "long past our sell by date" generation. I'm in my 30s but I still feel mentally like I'm 25 or 30 and not "ready" for that stuff yet but it does me make down and feel like a "time waster" because I get the self imposed pressure to "hurry up" and "get on with it" before it's gets to a "point of no return" and I really struggle to ignore it and be myself and accept being me and not feel like I'm a "abnormality in society" because I haven't reached the same stage as my peers.