I can't be "normal". Used to want to. I have learning disabilities, ASD, Schizophrenia plus a developmental delay. I used to have friends until people started noticing that I was different. That was in middle school. I had friends in high school but I was kinda left out due to my differences. I'm really feeling them now.
I'm not like most people my age. I'm slowly accepting it. I need support most people don't. I'm ok with it because I want what's best for me. It's not anyone else's business.
I can't go on the bus alone but that's ok. Id get lost if I did or get yelled at again because I don't know how to use a transfer. I can't drive. I sometimes forget to do important things so I'm glad people are looking out for me.
I am myself. I love music and I am a kind person. I love to write. I dont mind needing support anymore. It's not my fault. People who have a problem with it aren't my problem. I'm going to enjoy myself and I want to be safe. Sure I'm not very independent but I try hard at things. School was hard for me. That's ok. I struggle in social things but people still love me.
02 Jan 2025, 1:38 pm
