Things Are Getting So Worse For Me

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I'm living in a group home, I'm trying to get out of here. Things keep getting worse for me, health problems in my legs, ankles, feet, knees, back, my shoulder hurt, my arm, I have breathing problems too. I have Psoriasis & that cause Psoriatic Arthritis.
I wish I have help, my sister was helping me, we had a big fight, she don't want help me now & my dad is USELESS, my friends that offline doesn't want help me, one friend said she will help me but she is pretty busy with two Autism kids, one kid is her son, the other is her boyfriend kid, they can be violent & she is soooooo stress. I don't know how to get out of here by myself, I have Learning Disability too that can make everything much harder for me. I feel like I'm going die here. I need the right medical help for my Psoriatic Arthritis, my thyroid, my ankle & other things too. The people that works in the group home, they ARE NOT TRUSTWORTHY, they are so strict, they can be very mean, so rude, they shouldn't be in charge of my health care, they keep screwing up things. I wish I could die in my sleep.

God ... I'm really sorry you're going through all that. I hope somehow a miracle will happen and things will look up. Remember; its all too easy to get overwhelmed by everything when you look at the big picture but try (I know its hard) to give yourself a break and try to handle one issue at time to improve your quality of life. Maybe it's just not the right time to get away form the group home yet because it sounds like you need round the clock care, but maybe one day things will improve for you to move over to an assisted living situation - that might be better quality of life. All that being said, I know all to well that desire to just want to vanish - I'd be a hypocrite if I said otherwise. Life is very hard for most of us.

I (truly) wish you well and please keep writing if that help you. Feel free to vent or whatever.

All the best

Am sad to hear your situation is what is it is ! Did you ever try to connect with a Social worker? might offer some sense of direction ? or maybe some connection with or through the California Dept of rehabilitation. may offer guidance.
Am hoping things improve soon for you .

Sorry this is being such a difficult time Kitty .. California Dept of Rehabilitation is for helping disabled people get out on their own.. But you might need the Social worker or a Doctor to give you a reccomendation to them? but has been a number of years since, I had dealt with them. And I had help getting them introduced to me. and my health issues back then .

Can you have two social workers? I found another soical worker that might be better.