kuen wrote:
I can understand why you would be haunted by the thought of 2020 returning, Tamaya. I think it is a normal sort of fear to have after experiencing something like that. I hope you will be kind to yourself.
Thanks Kuen and Babybird.
I'm now having an anxiety attack, where I've lost my appetite and my stomach feels all weird. At least I hope it's an anxiety attack and not norovirus - which I had 8 years ago tonight.
I think I'd rather have that depression I had the other week, because at least with me depression doesn't come with physical issues other than excessive crying. Anxiety can make you believe you have norovirus, even if norovirus wasn't the trigger of your anxiety. So many germs out there, and washing my hands doesn't always reassure me that I'm germ-free. I clean my phone screen with antibacterial wipes, but I didn't the other day, and I ate crisps with my fingers after touching my phone screen. What if there was norovirus breeding on my phone screen from the last door handle I had touched and it's made it's way into my body, and the only way to get through it is to violently puke? It can't happen. It just can't happen.