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Kitty4670
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21 Dec 2025, 1:33 am

I don't want to live no more, I keep thinking about dying. Nobody want to help me to get out of here. I sooooooooooooooo hate this group home. I'm having breathing problems everyday, it can be so bad.



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21 Dec 2025, 5:32 am

Sorry you are feeling so low kitty. Is there no other option of supported accommodation you could take to get you out of the group home?

Hope christmas is a bit better. do they cook you a turkey dinner?


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21 Dec 2025, 6:19 am

So sorry kitty

You have had a really difficult time of it and I wish things could change for you


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28 Dec 2025, 11:05 pm

I wish I could take you in, but you live in California and I live in British Columbia. I'm also only allowed company for 3 weeks out of the year.

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04 Jan 2026, 12:31 am

Rossall wrote:
Sorry you are feeling so low kitty. Is there no other option of supported accommodation you could take to get you out of the groubp home?

Hope christmas is a bit better. do they cook you a turkey dinner?
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I emailed my dad, but he doesn't have money, his wife have money, but my step-monster won't give me money. I emailed my cousin too.

I almost killed myself on Christmas. We had a small meal on Christmas, my stomach been growling at night & sometimes I get pains too.



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04 Jan 2026, 12:36 am

Please take care Kitty.... sometimes something with lots of cinnamon in it,can help a rough stomach. or just plain ceylon cinnamon .( teaspoon). rough timing for rough situations, Holidays are not always what they were meant to be.


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04 Jan 2026, 12:49 am

Jakki wrote:
Please take care Kitty.... sometimes something with lots of cinnamon in it,can help a rough stomach. or just plain ceylon cinnamon .( teaspoon)


The group home staff fix the meals & give people tap water.



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04 Jan 2026, 1:19 am

Things are NOT GOOD, I have Psoriatic Arthritis, that is bone pain, cuz I have Psoriasis. My whole right side has ALOT of pain, I went to Urgent Care Friday, the doctor gave me a shot, it made everyting so much worser, I cannot hardly walk, everytime I walk, I get breathing problems.



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04 Jan 2026, 4:42 pm

Kitty4670 wrote:
Things are NOT GOOD, I have Psoriatic Arthritis, that is bone pain, cuz I have Psoriasis. My whole right side has ALOT of pain, I went to Urgent Care Friday, the doctor gave me a shot, it made everyting so much worser, I cannot hardly walk, everytime I walk, I get breathing problems.

I am very sorry about this, Kitty4670 - that you are in pain, and that things are so difficult. Please take care.



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05 Jan 2026, 12:02 am

I;m sooooo alone & very scared, I'm depressed too. The people here think my pain is in my mind. I HATE them sooo much. I just want to die, nobody care to help me move out. I feel abandon.



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05 Jan 2026, 6:16 pm

I am very sorry you are somewhere you don't want to be. And I am very sorry that it is causing you such distress. Please take care, Kitty4670.



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19 Jan 2026, 8:57 am

How ya doing kitty?

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07 Feb 2026, 4:32 pm

what a relatable title.
i hope you're doing better, though. this kind of thing's dangerous as hell if left unchecked.


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