Oh boy i really self destructed last night

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my mind got fuzzy the last two weeks. i been bored frustrated completely unstimulated. last night i start screaming i wanna kill my self for 8 hours. mom called the cops. they dragg me down down the er where of all dam things i beat the screening. my mom was absoutlely dumbfounded that they let me go home. gawd i hate myself i hate been made stupid and dumb and careless

Posting on here and playing computer games usually keeps me from going that long unstimulated.

Meltdowns happen. Try and take note of any tell-tale signs that you're getting close to one in the future. That way, if you wanted to, you could either isolate yourself or give those around you fair warning. (If you've done anything involving self-harm, isolation may not be the best choice.)

Drinking when you're close to a meltdown is also a very bad idea. Just makes it worse, and more likely.

Sounds like me at the begining this year I started getting angry everyday and one day I was so bad that I broke my lap top it don't work unfortunatly and to be honest why should I have a lap top I have no need for one.