Regressing in my positive progress.

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For the past three days...life has been completely over-whelming.
First I was getting depressed again...which I thought that I could over come.
Then last night there was an un welcome intruder in my home.

A combination of these things is making me act like I was just over a year ago. But seemingly worse.
My sleep patterns are completely dis-organised, I can't remember what day it is (literally) and I am just a mess. I am just having meltdown after meltdown and it's completely draining me from all of my energy which makes me feel worse.

Today I had to go to a restaurant, to top off all of this negativity I had sensory overload in there and had to walk out half way through my lunch meal.

I am severely sleep deprived and last night did not sleep at all. Stayed up all night instead because I could not sleep.
I seem to be crossing a lot more invisible "social boundaries" than usual and people have been telling me this.
I think all of my hard work on trying to understand this world is being un-done.

Sorry...this is just a bit of a rant,
But I don't know how I can be fine one week and the next week completely destroyed.

That is a shame. You may have bipolar disorder or something. I hope that things get better for you.

Im feeling the exact way, Ive been barely sleeping at all for quite some time now. Not to mention everyone around me seems to go out of their way just to piss me off One of these days Im going to be pushed over the ledge!! So yeah.. I think Im feeling something like you are feeling.. Sorry that I dont have anything hopeful to say about it

I hope you feel better soon, i too can barely muster the effort of tieing ma shoes in the mornings.