The only time when I have horrible violent dreams is when Im the one getting hurt in them. Usually I end up dying in the end, for example the one I had very recently. The beginning was actually really interesting with profound philosophy, but naturally I forgot exactly what the significant parts of the meaning was. Anyway, in the end I was shot in the head twice by a police officer who was chasing me for some reason. I do remember in my dream that I didnt even know what I did wrong though. Im not going to go too deep into the details cause it would probably sound boring so Ill stick to the point. Eventually when I was running, I began to lose balance, until I had none at all and pretty much fainted, falling to the ground. Then he runs up to me, stands above me, points his handgun at my head, and shoots three times.. It was strange cause I was still alive after he did it, so I figured he shot around my head just to scare me. He shot once to the left, then above my head (which apparently missed), and once to the right, it all happened very fast. Then I said something about myself to him (I forgot what it was), then asked a question. I dont remember what it was or all of his responce, but I remember at the end he said "because your a peaceful one", and walked off. I looked up and noticed I wasnt outside anymore, I mean, I was in the same environment but suddenly there was a ceiling above me. I stood up and felt my head, and I felt these two damp indents on my forehead, where he had shot me. I couldnt feel any pain though but I pretty much felt numb all over. I tried walking to the woods in front of me but I wasnt able to get very far at all, I saw these walls appear (reverse fade) only a few rows of trees behind the woodline and suddenly there was nothing, I must have died standing up, then fallen to the ground. Ok, to go back a little, I remember running through a farm, some old woman saw me and ran into the farm house in fear, then when I was shot there was this old man there in the doorway of a shed, just staring, watching it happen. Probably no significance there.. Also I had a gun on me but I dont know why.
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"In sin I want to live... Under the freezing moon"
~Gaamalzagoth