Feeling weird and lonely and unsupported

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So, my life is a total mess. Every time I think I'm to the bottom of the hole, I look and there's some a**hole with a shovel looking to dig it down a little farther.

I miss my son immensely. He was/is/has always been my heart/my soul/mylife/my reason for continuing. My ex has inundated every part of my life now and I can't get him out of it. I worked so hard to get him out of it, and now he's back, making everything horrible. He doesn't care about my son. All he cares about is killing me. And he's killing me. I am so miserable. I feel like crying all of the time. I can't even look across the hall and see his bedroom. It makes me want to scream.

I don't have anyone here to support me. I feel so weird and lonely.

Hi, Liverbird,

Who's Anfield?

Merle

Not real clear what's going on in your personal life, but that is your business to share with whoever you choose.

I will say that I hope things get better for you to the point you can be happy again... and safe!

For you, Liverbird

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Very off-topic, but 8-0!! Pretty damn smart

WOOOOO HOOOO ANFIELD!!

Merle

Just for the record...I'm still feeling weird and lonely. But WP is quickly filling some of the gaps in my life. I just wish we could all get in one place at one time and be weird together. It's hard being married to an NT sometimes. It's hard when you don't have close friends around to support you and love you and tell you that you are okay. Ack! I'm getting all weepy again.

I'm still on the edge of the meltdown, but coming up.