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think the lack of eating is affecting me cos my heart keeps jumping everywhere.

*hugs Graelwyn* Everything alright? Obviously it isn't... Anything this Berserker can do to help? Also, I missed you. Yep, I was RedMage. I'm still very grateful to you for getting me Final Fantasy VIII.

Hmm... I know this has happened to friends of mine before. Where basicly they would meet someone and they would say they liked them and that they would be together when the guy was actually being cruil and making fun of the person that liked them. If this is the case I would not waste my time with someone as horrible as this, I hope its not the case tho. If it is then this has the potential to really hurt, when people do this to others, I could not imagine being in a situation like this, many do, I was fortunate enough not to be, and like I said, I hope its not that, aside from being hurt on the way or whatever thats worst case scinario probably, but whatever happens I hope you find closure and that in the end you find what you are looking for and will theirfore be happy

I know how you feel. I had a similar experience with someone I'd been close to for two years, we had even talked about marriage. She had started a relationship with someone else about a year before she actually told me about it. Things between us got very bad very quickly, I was angry with her for the first time, and only a couple days later she broke off all contact saying she never wanted to be with me, being "damaged" as I was. I never got closure, and my "support network" of friends completely fell apart, leaving me to deal with this pain completely alone.

It's been nearly a year now, and I still hurt. It's not as bad as it was at first, but it's still there. I just force myself to live through it. I sleep at night with the help of medication, and spend my days playing games.

As for your situation, I can't say why he's disappeared or that he's really gone, but that may be the case. When the time has come that you need to move on, mourn the loss of the relationship and broken dreams and find a way to get on with life.

I hope you're able to handle this better than I have been. I've been approached several times, but I'm more than a little jaded and end up rejecting anyone who shows an interest in me.

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You are loved by many, a few people are false, but you have a lot of real.

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Perhaps Asperger's is showing itself and it's all too much for him; perhaps he's ashamed with himself and why he cannot do "normal" things; perhaps he cannot face his own difficulties, so he lives under some lies--lies that would be the truth if he wasn't who he was (he tells you what he'd like to do if he was "normal"). Perhaps he was abducted by aliens. Perhaps he cannot confront you with his "failings" due to his love for you and the shame for who he is and why he lied. Perhaps, perhaps and perhaps.

It might not be as completely negative [on his side] as it first seems, there's many paths.

Daniel makes a good point, you really don't know what's going on over there, it could be anything. He might have simply forgot, I know I forget things all the time, or get things mixed up, even really important things like Birthdays or where I'm supposed to be, or when something is meant to happen.

{{{Hugs}}} Graelwyn