This one is awful...
I can't live like this.
Still can't move beyond the Heather thing of recent, and the neglect in social life is repulsive.
I can't be bothered with academic stuff, and I'm constantly thinking that people are out there doing their utmost to make me fail.
I still think that Heather thing and her boyfriend jerk is a complete injustice, and I swear this overwhelming episode has made my brain disordered.
I feel suicidal at the worst of times.
A hug? A pm?
Something?
I'm just so awful. And I really want to try out the aspie community things... but right now I live in one of the most boring parts of England that feeds into one of the most depressing parts...
It's so depressing. 
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