I'm having a very tough time

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I feel very depressed. I have to move. My landlord is an idiot, and now he's selling the house, after doing squat for us. He's about to serve my parents for eviction. I'm having extreme meltdowns every night. I feel sick to my stomach. we don't even have a house yet, I have so much crap to sort though and pack, and I miss OWA like crazy. I feel so sick and empty. I feellike part of me is gone. and I really just want my snuggle buddy back. I just want to go and stay there. and I don't feel like i can get anyone to understand. my mom just keeps talking about responsibilities and "your only 16" I don't care what age i am. I want to move near OWA. I want my friend. I don't want them. I'm tired of feeling so awful. I've gained ten pounds this month because of the stress. I just feel really awful. I'm tired of not being able to control my own life!

I'm sorry that you feel this way.
Loss of control over your own life is horrible, I know.

I don't know what to say really...but I do hope that you feel better soon. Do something that you enjoy to help you relax and speak to someone about your situation.

Moving house isn't fun at the best of times, and when you're going from a living situation you don't enjoy to the same thing all over again - bloody awful.

It mightn't be much consolation, but at 16 you're getting very close to the age when you are in charge of your own life. An exciting and slightly scary time to look forward to!

In the meantime, I hope that the move goes without hassles, and that your new house, when you get there, is a change for the better. Your parents must be experiencing quite a lot of stress themselves, and as difficult as it is, the best thing you can all do for each other is to be as helpful and kind as you can.

Wishing all of you well.

Damn. I hope that your situation improves.

Hmm, you should tell them everything you post here, how they're hurting you trying to help you with the "You're only 16 and need to learn responsibility" stuff...

Yea, I havent been able to lock my door for months (and I live in a very rough neighborhood). The slumlord is finally replacing it in about an hour!

I don't think that would work.

I do hope when you move you find a better place and find happyness. Sometimes things happen for a reason. Moving is tough, I have been their, and just the very reason I spend almost all of what I make to live in this place, I own it knowing this way I would be safe and secure and be totally in control. Sure it kills me financially, but its just the only way, if you can do it, and it took me a while and lots of assistence and loans from mom and dad. I cant stand renting people can be total crooks.