I hate myself so much

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I've had enough of life. I feel so out of place having AS... I feel demonic. I feel as though I'm not living in the right place. My family seems as though they can't stand me, and always make me come to my nanna's house. I have no friends, only online ones which are never online. And they don't care about me. No one does. Berserkers are unloved... I feel so lonely too. I've been single for so long, it hurts. I know I'm only 16, but I feel unloved. These holidays are going to suck...

I really know how you feel I hope in the future we can be good friends as you seem like a really cool person I'd really like to befrend
I really think you are a super person and though life may be bad now (been there trust me) it's gonna get better

i care about you...

i'll be your friend

by the way, kilroy, i hardly recognized you with your ghostbuster's avvie and new siggie.

the song for your siggy was mesmerizering...

Having online friends makes it worse, because I know I'll never meet them in real life and be real friends with them... *sigh*

Well, if it makes ya feel better:
I fly for free, XD

yeah I think I'll change it back

and Berserker
I've met friends from the net
didn't work but still

No one I know online lives here.

well I've met one guy from all the people I knew

you can't give up-and since you are getting older you will get to travel a little
you must be patiant
I'm 19, and don't have friends
but I have high hopes
and you should too
those who don't want to know you-fuck them
they aren't worth it
your great
they aren't

I don't want to travel. I'm fine where I am.

I can travel! XD

then make them travel

I can travel! XD
>.>
<.<
or is noone paying any attantion to me..

My family won't travel, so I'm stuck here.

16 was probably the hardest year for me emotionally. I would cry uncontrollably, sobbing and all, and I wasn't really sure why. I put it down to thinking the girl(Future ex-girlfriend) I liked didn't like me and feeling lonely, friendless, and like no peers cared about me. It really sucked. After a few months I gathered the courage to talk to her, and found out that she actually liked me. And the rest is history. I doubt any of that will console you, but I understand where you're coming from and am amongst those that care about you.

ina few years you'll be able to on your own

Oh, Berk, I wish I could get you over here! Hell, f**k it, do you have a passport? you'll be loved at my place in Canada! Or Kilroy's. We should all get together!