well my mom is acting up again

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because im going to take that drom thats $365. i dont know but i am suprised i have survived a year with her so far and not gone completely crazy. shes moving back in with her ex husband and i will not live with the f****r, suposidly shes just going to live there until she can save a few paychecks to get her own place, but when i finally told her today i wanted to be independent she started coping a severe childish attitude! i couldnt really tell what she was thinking but she was just short and asking for me to repeat myself when i spoke to her, (i think she was trying to make me feel ret*d like she didnt know what i was saying) anyways im just sad because i dont know why people get all UPSET because SOMEONE wants to live on thier own and be independent and not squander the only paycheck they get a month on rent! oh this is terribe!

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PLEASE-Do not let her manipulate you into changing your mind.

yes merle i think thats exactly it! she does not know how to spend money and the last two months has bounced our water bill so i've had to go pay it again almost being malled by our dumb neighbours vicous animals. (there dogs) she is moving back into the house she moved out of a year ago and its a complete disater, they had a small kitchen fire in it so the stove is all messed up and doesnt work right, they have a friggin couch sitting out on the porch thats been in the front yard for months and they are pigs. the bathroom toliet doesnt work and they use barsoap to wash thier hair and body. no shampoo the house smells like dogs and in the summertime the backyards grass is atleast 4 feet tall because they dont cut it. anyways when i lived there with my mom a year or so ago i was constintly haveing paranioa attacks, thinking my stepdad was posioning my food becouse he was just such a f****n snob with the food. (you couldnt get too much otherwise he'd flipout like you cursed his mother) so i basically just snuck food into my room and ate when he wasnt looking. and now look at this my mother is going back to THAT. Oh wow i just cant believe it. shes not going to save monies because she always does this and never moves out independelty on her own

/dies

thank you so much for your kindness merle, i just feel like i was born into the wrong family. (im shure alot of people here feel that way) heh. anyways i will be losing my internet at the end of the month but could possibly use it for 1 hour a day at the public library here but i dont know if i'll do that, maybe i'll just check in every once inawile. frankly im done with my mother, she never acted like an adult and doesnt know how to raise a family at all. i think i will have much better self esteem for myself and ive finally decided that i will only see my mother on holidays from now on after i move