Depressed Again

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Want to strangle myself - again...I know that I'm not going to do it though, as I don't have enough courage to do it.
Meds don't work
Therapy doesn't work
I'm stuck in a hole of numbness, sadness and anger

Meh, it's taken me about 2 years to find something that works.

Therapy doesn't.
Meds make me worse.

Nothing seems to work, it's as if there's no reason why we keep fighting.

I wish I had something positive to say about this. I'd say keep fighting, but I don't want to seem like a hypocrit, as I'm failing to do so myself. -.-

You're way too young to kill yourself, at your age, what do you know about life?
Of course it's difficult, and when you're in your teenage years, everything seems so much more intense. But things will get better once you're an adult and in control of your own life, trust me. At least give it a chance.

I tried and tried. I tried stabbing, ODing, and yes my wrists. Most of these I did whenever I drank. The only miracle that happened was being hospitalized over and over again. It's been 2 years since that's happened and now I don't want to die. I still get depressed but I now want to live. Once you do it successfully, there's no turning back. I think back to my attempts and realize how selfish I was because I didn't want to deal with ppl or problems. I put my family through a lot of crap including my real young niece. It upsets me now, because my niece has always looked up to me. I did some really stupid things in the past I'm not proud of. Just remember, if you want help you have to ask for it. Once you do it, it's too late.