Here is a blog entry i just posted on my myspace.
Ok this has been bugging me for the past two days. Can you get in trouble for becoming friends with someone? I’ve always felt that way. its sort of happened to me before. I’ve been having anxiety attacks about it. I’m hoping that by the end of the day I will feel better about the situation. On saturday night i posted a comment on my dance classmates page asking her is she was looking forward to photot day on Sunday. When i visited her page after I got home from the photo shoot i noticed my comment was gone. So now i’m having a panic attack about it wondering if I will get in trouble because of it. all these scary thoughts about what could possibly result from this have been going through my mind.
Up until early january I had been going to dance classes on wednesday too until one of my classmate parent’s found out and took her out and then i was no longer doing that class too. What were they afraid off? nothing going to happen, i’m not that kind of person. I kind of wonder if they were homophobic rednecks. how do you judge a person? I’m always afraid that people assume I’m someone I’m not, and that bothers me. Because I’m likely an aspie does that make me unsafe to be around. I’m not a pervert and I don’t like people who are.
I always like to think that if all males on earth were me, a century from now, the human race would be in danger of extinction because of it lack of a desire to reproduce.
my classmate from dance is 17, I've known her for almost a year but i've never talked to her in person.
