The toll that's been done on my body and mind

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I have a part-time friend, yes the blonde girl that I've been rambling about, on and off, in Random Discussion. She told me not to phone, nearly two weeks ago, and than she had the gall to phone, again. The last time she phoned, she asked if I was joking about a staff person having a crush on her. I told her that I was. She asked me why, and I told her that I was being cheeky. She told me that I lied to her, that she had to go, and than she hung up on me, again.

That whore is allowed to joke around about sex, but I'm not allowed to have a cheeky sense of humour. That's all that she ever jokes around about, is sex. I never joke about sex, because of my personality makeup and the fact that I think sex should kept and talked about, in the bedroom. I also don't like her low cut shirt that has the words, "I love boys" all over it.

She asked my best friend on the phone, how was she supposed to find a boyfriend, with my other close friend and I around. She doesn't want me around, because I identify with the male gender and I wear pull-up type underpants. She also calls my meltdowns, temper tantrums, just like a typical NT female would. She doesn't want to be around Barb, because she says that she's old, even though Barb is only 60. Teresa only likes current things and young people. She doesn't like old people and I don't like a lot of young people who don't understand ASDs.

The toll that it has taken on me, is that I don't have much of an appetite, anymore, at this present time. I'm drinking Slim-Fast during the day, just so that I will get my required nutrients, due to the fact that I find it very hard to eat, when I'm upset. I eat some fruit as well and I cook a decent dinner. The only things that are keeping me alive right now, are my job, my two true friends, and The Kinks.

Sorry to bother you all.

Hello CockneyRebel,

Upset or not, I think you're doing quite fine with the food : it's normal that drinking Slim Fast, your appetite is cut. Actually, I think you're doing just what is said on the instructions

I hope you'll sort it out with or without that friend who's looking for a boy-friend.
Have you known her long?

Hello CockneyRebel. I am sorry that you are finding some things difficult. I hope and wish for you the best.
I hope you feel well very soon.

Thank you, you guys.

sorry you are so bummed out, Sid. I hope you are getting enough nourishment. Ensure Nutritional Shake 6 Pack Homemade Vanilla Size/Count 8.0 oz. X 6 Pack Price: $7.49
and it has more nutrition.

I'm feeling much better. I've got myself off the Slim-Fast and I'm eating small meals and healthy snacks. I'm hoping that I'll be able to make good sized suppers and eat them again, in the near future, instead of just meat, fruit and raw vegetables.

Glad you're feeling better. Ever hear of Boost? I use that when I'm at work all day and don't have time to eat regular meals.

As for your "part-time friend," if she starts acting in ways that upset you to the point that you can't eat, stop talking to her for a while...maybe she'll get the hint. True friends should make you feel better, not worse.

Take care--and remember, you've got all of us, too.

I'm feeling a lot better. I'm ready to eat real food, for lunch and breakfast, again. I miss my eggs and toast and cereal. I also miss having a thick sandwich, with sandwich meat, at lunch. I'm sure that almost any lunch or breakfast that I come up with, would actually even have less calories, than one of those shakes. The reason that I'm ready to eat solid foods for the first two meals, again is because I'm no longer dwelling on what that woman did to me. It's even showing in my choice of avatars, as well. They seem to be more cheerful.

I'm listening to more Kinks songs on YouTube, and less silly stuff, and that's another sign, that I'm healed.