This is just to get it off my chest, I seriously don't expect any replies so you don't have to bother.
But, recently I've been going into meltdown more often and it is much harder for me to focus on anything. Including my special interests. There just doesn't seem to be that much point with it. Also I am aware that this sounds like mild depression so you don't need to say so. The only thing that has been cheering me up lately is this place. wrongplanet can always bring a smile to my face. Even if only for a little while.
The worst meltdown was when I did so at work. I went into shutdown mode in front of my manager. While I find it amusing after the event (as I can't stand my manager) it is exhausting to do so. I've been going into meltdown at least once a week recently. This is scary for me because I haven't gone into a meltdown before this started in over four years, so my anxiety levels have been going up because of this.
As I said this is just me having a whinge so no-one should seriously reply to this.
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Vale Omnes
21 Apr 2008, 5:32 pm
