live it. do things you enjoy.
when i was younger i didn't have any friends either, i was stuggling in just about every aspect of my life and it was hell and beyond. i was suicidal at 17ish and that was really what woke me up. it became my goal to live my life. i don't think this is what you're saying, but all i can suggest you do with your life is to just live it. people may give you a hard time but if you stay positive then the blows aren't as hard. be your own best friend and love yourself enough to say ''to hell with you all''...but don't forget to smile while you say that.

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