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My mother was talking to me today and she toled me that I should find another boyfriend because my current boyfrien cant take care of me finachally .

He cant work because he has undiagnosed ptsd from work stuff.

I have been dreading people telling me this. I knew they were thinking it.

I cant live without him and I cant take people telling me to find another guy.

He lives in england and I do not I havent seen him in almost 2 years. and if I cant be with him I will kill my self . as soon as I get the currage to do it.

My life has been s**t and if I loose him I will have NOTHING ! and I mean NOTHING TO LIVE FOR!! !

I am so upset and he is the only thing that has keept me hanging on at all.

I cry every night and I cant take it , the uncertanty. I will probibly end up on the streen anyways.

I was just denied my dissablity (I curantly have SSI) because I havent worked enough. HELLO i AM APPLYING BECAUSE I CANT WORK!! !!

f**k SHUVE IT DOWN MY THROUGHT AND MAKE ME GAGE A BG HARRDER ON THE FACT THAT IM A USELESS PICE OF s**t!! !! !!


GOD WONT EVEN HELP ME . f**k. MY LIFE HASENT BEEN EAZY BUT I WONT LET MY ONE SHREAD OF HAPPYNESS GO AWAY.

I WILL GO OUT ROMEO AND JULEAT STYLE AND THATS A PROMIS!! !! !! !!

f**k I HAVEN ENVEN HAD A LIFE JUST SUFFERING I CANT ACCEPT I WAS PT HERE JUST TO SUFFER. I WAS SUPPOSED TO LIFE A HAPPLY LIFE AFTER THIS THINGS ARE SUPPOSED TO GET BETTER. I CANT WORK IM GONA BE IN COMPLEAT DESTATUSTION AND AND LIVE COMPLEATLY ALONE .

YOU REALLY HATE ME DONT YOU GOD ! !! ! YOU THINK THIS IS FUNNY HUH DO?

WHY ME I'M A GOOD PERSON I HAVE DONE NOTHING WITH MY LIFE BUT TRY AND DO GOOD AND HELP PEOPLE HOPING ONE DAY GOD OR SOME KARMA WOULD GET ME OUT OF MY HELL HOLE.

WHY ?! WHAT DID I DO OR DIDENT DO WHAT JUST TELL ME I WANT TO BE HAPPY I WRK S0 HARD TO GET OVER MY PROBLEMS ? WHY DO I GET MORE I HATE MY SELF AND MY LIFE OR LACK THERE OF. AND WHY IS IT SO HARD FOR ME WHY?

CANT I JSUT GET A BRAKE PLEASE GOD GIVE ME A BRAKE? PLEASE JUST ANSWER MY PRAYER PLEASE LET US BE TOGEHTHER SOME HOW PLEASE. I HAVE TRIED ALL I CAN AND NOTHING WORKS I PUT MY FAITH IN YOU PLEASE WHERE ARE YOU GOD?


PLEASE ANSWERE MY PRAYER

I do everything I can to help others to the point of exostion but no one will even inconvienence themselves for me? why

Well no duh he caint take care of you financially right now, he's on another bleeding continent!

Some people just need to butt out of other peoples lives.

And SSI can be drawn off your parents, so long as you can prove you were disabled before 18-21, depending on your state. It doesn't affect their payout when they retire, it's just the gov't actually having the slightest shred of understanding that if you were disabled before 18, when the frak are you supposed to have worked? If your going cause of a DX of an ASD, then thats good. No matter when you were diagnosed, any shrink with half a brain can tell you've been that way since childhood.

Don't fret to much about evil parents. They swear they know what's best for you, but really, all they are trying to do is live through you since they couldn't get it right when they were kids.

You may trod me in the very dirt, but still, like dust, I'll rise

this is a simple thing

f**k them
don't listen to them
be with who you want
its your life
'don't let anyone rule it

you want some plan ya know
but your an adult now

if you want some tips PM me

i'm not sure what to say... i wish you the best.

if Juliette had waited just one more moment...

Don't give up yet, just-me. You've still got your whole life ahead of you. If you decided to kill yourself now, you throw away many many chances at redemption. Imagine the most miserable moment of your entire life. Now, imagine what it would be like to relive that moment for eternity. You'd be a very sad ghost for a very long time, with no opportunity to resolve things. Only the living can finish their unfinished business.

Take care.