I have a few friends (I use the term loosely) to whom I talk to when I have problems. Well, I'm not usually specific, but I tell them that I had a bad day or something and they generally cheer me up. I was talking to one today and being a bit more descriptive of how I feel, and she seems angry at me. She thinks I'm implying that I'm contemplating suicide and told me that I'm not going to kill myself (or, as she put it, that I'm not going to suicide) and that I should grow up. The only thing worse than how I feel right now is knowing that it's impossible to convey to others how I feel, and that even if I could, they'd think I was exaggerating.