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02 Dec 2008, 9:38 pm

F*** stalkers. F*** my mother. F*** you all. I know how to make a noose. I have some rope. I have something to jump off of...
Like isn't for ret*ds like me. I don't deserve life. I don't deserve food. I don't deserve water. I don't deserve a computer like this. I don't deserve love from anyone else. I don't deserve clothes. I don't deserve a house. I do deserve to be the ret*d I am. I deserve to be dead. From now on, I won't eat, sleep, drink, or lie down. I will stay on the floor doing nothing. Waiting for the perfect moment... the moment of death. I will torture myself to speed up the process. All of this because of two people... the freak I am, ad the sadistic b**** of a mother I have. This isn't a temporary problem. There is no cure for AS. There is no cure for stalkers. There is no cure for sadistic b**** mothers.


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02 Dec 2008, 9:49 pm

http://www.suicideforum.com


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02 Dec 2008, 10:40 pm

None of us deserve anything. So what?
Tortuing yourself is a pointless act of self hate. Are you trying to justify your misery?

Don't let people get to you, they're not important like they think they are. You are making them improtant by letting them win.



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02 Dec 2008, 11:56 pm

It'd be funnier if you killed you mother instead :P


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03 Dec 2008, 12:33 am

Mosse, I hope you are feeling more positive soon.

Every situation is temporary.



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03 Dec 2008, 12:36 am

Prosser wrote:
It'd be funnier if you killed you mother instead :P


shut up, seriously. Suicide threats in any form are always to be taken seriously.

To the OP: please please please talk to someone about this. Preferably a counseler. Or try a suicide hotline, just please don't do anything drastic. You can't change your mind after suicide, there's no going back. I've been down this road trust me, I've felt exactly like you before, and if it weren't for my extreme fear of pain, and thinking what it might do to my little brother, I probably wouldn't be here right now. But, I'm so glad I had things to stop me from doing this, because things did get better for me, who I thought was the biggest waste of a life ever. They can and will get better for you too, I promise you.



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03 Dec 2008, 1:49 am

I too have things that I don't deserve ... and I am thankful for them.

AS doesn't need a cure ... it's just a different way of being.

If you can't fix something that's bugging you ... get away from it.

Giving up your life will serve no purpose ... not even for yourself.


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03 Dec 2008, 2:11 am

Fidget wrote:
Prosser wrote:
It'd be funnier if you killed you mother instead :P


shut up, seriously. Suicide threats in any form are always to be taken seriously.

To the OP: please please please talk to someone about this. Preferably a counseler. Or try a suicide hotline, just please don't do anything drastic. You can't change your mind after suicide, there's no going back. I've been down this road trust me, I've felt exactly like you before, and if it weren't for my extreme fear of pain, and thinking what it might do to my little brother, I probably wouldn't be here right now. But, I'm so glad I had things to stop me from doing this, because things did get better for me, who I thought was the biggest waste of a life ever. They can and will get better for you too, I promise you.


Nice try fridget. But WP is very obviously a safe place to talk about suicide without someone trying to stop you.



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03 Dec 2008, 2:15 am

Prosser: I hope you get banned.



Mosse: Ok, you are still alive. What are the things that still make you want to live? Think about them, about goals, about stuff you want to do.
I've been there (depression) and it sucks, and you think you're alone, but there is a way out (:
Oh, and exercise, it will make you feel better. Dopamine or something, sorry don't know the word and english not my native language.


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03 Dec 2008, 2:31 am

mystyc wrote:
Fidget wrote:
Prosser wrote:
It'd be funnier if you killed you mother instead :P


shut up, seriously. Suicide threats in any form are always to be taken seriously.

To the OP: please please please talk to someone about this. Preferably a counseler. Or try a suicide hotline, just please don't do anything drastic. You can't change your mind after suicide, there's no going back. I've been down this road trust me, I've felt exactly like you before, and if it weren't for my extreme fear of pain, and thinking what it might do to my little brother, I probably wouldn't be here right now. But, I'm so glad I had things to stop me from doing this, because things did get better for me, who I thought was the biggest waste of a life ever. They can and will get better for you too, I promise you.


Nice try fridget. But WP is very obviously a safe place to talk about suicide without someone trying to stop you.


What do you mean, trying to stop you from doing it or talking about it? Because I'm not trying to stop him from talking about it, I wasn't saying shut up to the OP I was saying shut up to Prosser.



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03 Dec 2008, 2:32 am

Mosse wrote:
F*** stalkers. F*** my mother. F*** you all. I know how to make a noose. I have some rope. I have something to jump off of...
Like isn't for ret*ds like me. I don't deserve life. I don't deserve food. I don't deserve water. I don't deserve a computer like this. I don't deserve love from anyone else. I don't deserve clothes. I don't deserve a house. I do deserve to be the ret*d I am. I deserve to be dead. From now on, I won't eat, sleep, drink, or lie down. I will stay on the floor doing nothing. Waiting for the perfect moment... the moment of death. I will torture myself to speed up the process. All of this because of two people... the freak I am, ad the sadistic b**** of a mother I have. This isn't a temporary problem. There is no cure for AS. There is no cure for stalkers. There is no cure for sadistic b**** mothers.



Yeh, sure - blame Yourself... :evil: Why the hell would You let them know that they won?

I hate my life too - yet I don't say I don't deserve it; I just simple think that world is a cruel bastard who likes to watch me crawling through earth, moaning from pain - just like larva - helpless and worthless... Death is afraind of myself - She doesn't want to take me into the knigdom of nothiness...

Why would You want to let them know they won? :evil: Fight them. Hate them. Destroy this bound which keeps You restless



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03 Dec 2008, 12:40 pm

mystyc wrote:
Fidget wrote:
Prosser wrote:
It'd be funnier if you killed you mother instead :P


shut up, seriously. Suicide threats in any form are always to be taken seriously.

To the OP: please please please talk to someone about this. Preferably a counseler. Or try a suicide hotline, just please don't do anything drastic. You can't change your mind after suicide, there's no going back. I've been down this road trust me, I've felt exactly like you before, and if it weren't for my extreme fear of pain, and thinking what it might do to my little brother, I probably wouldn't be here right now. But, I'm so glad I had things to stop me from doing this, because things did get better for me, who I thought was the biggest waste of a life ever. They can and will get better for you too, I promise you.


Nice try fridget. But WP is very obviously a safe place to talk about suicide without someone trying to stop you.


Mystyc - One can talk about suicide; however, there are issues of civil liability as well when it moves into the act.

Prosser - this is the Haven. That sort of response is not appropriate here.


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03 Dec 2008, 1:15 pm

I talk about some of the plans and motivation for my next (and hopefully successful) suicide on WP because it is clear that no one will interfere with me or try to stop me. Rather, I am likely to find others with similar suicidal ideations. If people actually cared, then I would not talk about it because all they would do is try to stop me. This is just how WP is.



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03 Dec 2008, 1:25 pm

People care, whether you want them to or not... was a tough lesson to learn. I'm not sure where it's clear no one would interfere or respond - didn't see that in the ToS - and as I stated before, there are legal obligations depending on the situation. I would hope you'd take the opportunity to find reasons not to try again, instead of pursuing the same course of action. We're all assured of death in the end; what use is it to hasten it before the lesson's learned?

This is not just how WP is, I'm afraid... perhaps individuals, perhaps in your experience, but not in whole.


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03 Dec 2008, 7:00 pm

What the... I don't remember making this thread... maybe vaguely... but I don't remember... was this written by me or another me?


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04 Dec 2008, 2:08 pm

Mosse wrote:
What the... I don't remember making this thread... maybe vaguely... but I don't remember... was this written by me or another me?


Yeh, I have problems with remembering myself too :twisted: What the hell? :evil: Is that some sort of split personality? :twisted: