HUGE meltdown

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I'm not doing well. At all. My entire day has been ruined. Of course, I was blamed for it. My grandmother has been staying here since Tuesday, for Thanksgiving. I think I deserve a little credit because every single day this week, I could feel a meltdown coming on. I diverted the emotions I was feeling, but it only bottled up. Today, that bottle exploded into a million pieces. I had the biggest meltdown in many years. Basically, I beat my brother. He had it coming to him. He egged me on, what was I supposed to do?

I spent 9 hours sleeping in my room. A whole day wasted. I hate my life so much, and more importantly, I hate my family. I wish I could get rid of them.

P.S. I'm not thinking clearly at all.

Well last time I had that kind of a break down end up crying, later laughing my self into a stupor. 2nd time to. Not pretty...

But try laughing about the irony of how fast life can turn to crap. No seriously try laugh at your seemingly sucky life.

PS:Good catch with the "I'm not thinking clearly" end

PSS:DON'T let any one catch you laughing like this either do it alone in the house or wood or whatever place you can if you can't use a pillow. I'm very serious.

I know how that is i feel the same way