Is this delusional

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I was diagnosed by one psychaitrist with schizophrenia because i can be violent but now I am not I am diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder and I was just thinking I am listening to this song: We garna march through the swamp. Take us right through the doors. Some one is trying to tell us something.
Anyway, I live not far from the city but right next to the river and some areas is swamp like.
So I go for a walk along this footpath bridge built over swamp. With chalk is written areas and it goes this way > the next arrow goes a bit further and I am not following them and it try and rub them all out cause there is so many I cant so I go off track into the trees and swamp and then i come to this cubby house made out of all sticks. I am fixing it. Then i hear people walking past laughing. They cant see me but it is starting to agigate me so I start screaming and swearing telling everyone to shut up. Then I walk back home in a rage as i passing the park I see the parents holding their children because i am still i rage. I pointed to them, the parents. I said, "You brought me here, you bought me here!

It all seems to make sense, up until the part where you say "You brought me here" as you seem to imply you went there yourself. But yes, apart from that it sounds logical at least.

Don't know if it is delusional. But it sounds really cool. It's like a postmodern poem. Like, you could take that entire unstructured paragraph and publish it.

You definitely have something to say.

I don't understand,did that actually happen or was it a dream?