i'm not dx'd, but after reading descriptions, diagnostic criteria and taking the aspie-quiz i have no doubts i have asperger's. i'm going to bring it up to my t wednesday, which i'm nervous about.
but what i'm really wondering is, how could a dx help? what could it give me apart from all the things i've tried before for treatment for depression, loneliness, being suicidal?
honestly, i feel really hopeless. i can't imagine being able to get out of this solitary state, which is so unbearable. i do want to die, just cease to exist. but i'm not dead yet, and i'm still wishing for some real hope. do you have any for me?