I've been talking to this aspie girl in another country on msn all the time who got my email from wp.
Sometimes when we're being serious she tells me I have all these qualities and stuff.
Unfortunately, in real life, my disabilities hide all my qualities like a mask and I turn would be friends into people I can never face again.
I do have some friends but I always feel alienated, misunderstood and uncomfortable around them and sometimes I hate even trying.
Lately I've been so depressed and frustrated.