Am I losing my mind?

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The thought insertion is getting worse by the day. I have to cut out the bomb to save the world from destruction. Then there are the nanobots that I feel that will either kill me or change me into a robot from the future. Also, when I went grocery shopping and my mom forgot something in the car and I had to go get it, the gov said the satellite will fire and lock on to me and kill me- they have several methods of killing me and mess with my mind, so I had to run as fast as possible so they wouldn't get a lock on when I was outside. Then inside the stores, the thought broadcasting is severe. People stare at me and talk about me because of my "weird" thoughts. The thought insertion tells me, "everyone knows your secret of destroying the economy, they know all about you and your thoughts." And to make things even worse, I am occasionally hearing voices and sounds. Also seeing things and feeling things. Aliens are out to get me, too and I am special for them. I am not suicidal by any means, but I am seriously thinking of cutting the bomb out of my neck and the nanobots which are all over my body. I am starting to become a success in life. My art is taking off and today I just found out that this pretty big pet store that has 14 stores is going to order my stuff in February and I don't want to die before then or at all, that's why I need to get it out because if I don't, (they haven't told me how powerful the bomb is) but I am thinking at least an entire state or the country will be blown up. The government is reading what I just wrote here on the boards. I didn't mean to crash the economy, I just wrote down predictions that came true. So, am I going nuts and losing my mind by going psychotic? What should I do?

yes, it's all 'nutty' thinking. it may be time to see a professional. I wonder if you're schizotypal as they have a lot of paranoia and thought insertion.

You haven't been sleeping well lately have you?
Something as of late had to occur to make you suffer from this,
do you know what it is?

http://www.schizotypalgroup.freeforums. ... lk-f2.html

That's some pretty good trolling there....[/quote]

What the hell are you talking about? Are you stupid? Are you calling me a liar? Because if you are, you have some serious problems. Liars go to hell and that is where you would go if that is what you are calling me.

She's not trolling dude, she's been here a while.

But my question is why aren't you responding to Postperson or me, Firebird?

I agree, time to go talk to a shrink.

NaturalTrapist, at least the people on the other boards are more understanding. I guess you never heard of people suffering with a mental illness before. Let me educate you on this and I AM NO F%&#ING TROLL STUPID ONE! People with mental illness can have "bizarre" thoughts and can have hallucinations which by the way, seem real to me. Don't take this lightly, Stupid NaturalTrapist, I am serious. Liars suck. And I am not one of them. I have been diagnosed with schizoaffective disorder. If you don't know what that means, Google it for goodness sakes. Then you might be nicer and more understanding of me and not calling me names. A name for a name. That means, you call me something nasty which you just did, and I retaliate by calling you a name as well to strike back. So, please don't be stupid. It sounds like you have no brain.

Please do not hurt yourself. There is no bomb in your neck, no matter how intense the thoughts are saying otherwise. If it is that bad, get a X-Ray to see for yourself that there is no bomb. And if you are seeing a psychiatrist already, you need to let them know how severe it is so they can get some stronger medicine for you. I hope the thoughts calm down.

Understand that it is hard for people to believe that you are actually having these thoughts. For others who have not suffered the way you have, it seems too bizarre to be anything other than a lie.

Does doing your art or playing computer games help, in that you are so focused on those things that you can't pay attention to intrusive thoughts?... might keep you going until you can get some help.

Excuse me for not knowing that insane babbling is just your way of letting people know you aren't well. I read up, delusions of grandeur and mood swings, must be a real hit at parties. Like everyone else says, find something to do that doesn't involve paranoia and hysteria. Or why not join a 911 truth group, plenty of craziness there. You can call me mean all you like but I'm threatened by hysterics.

Well, that's not conducive to healing.
Now I'm smellin troll.

Of course the burden is on folks like me to accept those who babble on like that unimpeded on the internet. It's not the patient's burden to seek help or appreciate the help they do receive or the motivation to control said delusions but the duty of the mundane to respect those with said problems regardless of whether or not the person has anything constructive to say.

And you can say that's not conductive to healing, well excuse me but a forum is NOT a good place to discuss paranoia. I think THERAPY is the best solution. I'm not sure any of you are qualified psychiatrists.