I'm scared for my life but I might die

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I am now trying to cut the nanobots out of me before they either kill me or turn my bones and muscles into metal and I become a robot. I am trying to prevent this from happening by cutting them out with a knife. Sometimes it is in dangerous areas such as my wrist. I want to cut deeper but I am not suicidal, I don't want to die. I have a bright future ahead of me, my speaking career and art is taking off and in February many places are going to place orders. The reason for the delay (it was supposed to be this month for some of them) is that they couldn't get rid of the Christmas stuff because of the "great" economy. I also as mentioned in another post have a super powerful bomb in my neck and now it is so bad that I feel the shape that it is inside of me and need to cut that out too. I feel where the top of the bomb is and where the bottom of it is. Almost everytime I'm outside I have to move in weird ways side to side and in different patterns so the satellite armed with a high powered laser won't be able to lock on me. The government and aliens are theatening me all the time. Sometimes I hear the cloaked FBI agents inside my house and hear them moving. You don't see them because since their technology is 200 years ahead of our time, they have cloaking technology. The brain chip sends my thoughts to the government so they can hear my thoughts, but there is no way that I can get that one out! In stores it is terrible, the thought broadcasting is very scary and so is the thought insertion. So, help me! What do I do now! I don't want to go to the hospital, the people are against me there as well and are probably plotting something when I get there. They gave me a new pill but the pharmacy didn't have it yet, its an anti psychotic called "Moban." I am also taking Invega which is another anti psychotic but I don't believe that I need anti psychotics at all since I am not psychotic because I am just neurotic. There are stressors that are making everything worse, my brother might move far away, my mom has to go in for surgery, my mom is currently sick and even with a cold it usually turns into bronchitis or pneumonia- she has came close to death with a simple cold before. So, that is why neurotic- due to stress and anxiety, not psychosis. I am in tears because I don't want to die but the government is forcing me to kill myself. Aliens and the government are fighting for control and the government at this time is winning, awhile ago it was the aliens that were winning.

None of it is real, trust me I've been there before and I still stuggle with paranoia. (well, I mean I won't watch tv for certain reasons because of the government, but I don't think anyone is after me personally anymore). I'm telling you nanobots are so small they are impossible to see with the naked eye there is no way they are inside you (theres no reason for them to be, and nanobots that are that advanced don't exist yet), even if they were you could never take them out. Just tell yourself, exactly why would the government or aliens be after YOU? In the end you will realize it doesn't make any sense and everythings ok.

A nano is a microscopic length of measurement. Nanobots are robots that are microscopic.

Technically they could be used to repair the body so that you will never get sick and stuff like that. It's apparent that this individual believes the government or something is using them to control or spy on them, which is sad but, I can't really talk cause there are pleanty of times when I thought some pretty out of this world things. My paranoia isn't that bad, but the tv thing I meantioned before isn't paranoia, it's logic. I don't talk about it more than that though. My mom calls it paranoia though >>

Oh right.

Back to the OP...

Yeah, I suffer from mild paranoia sometimes, but nowhere near as bad as that.

Why would the government want you to kill yourself, FireBird? I know they aren't known for their integrity, but that's irrational.

Firebird, I'm going to say this directly, coz I don't know any other way.

I'm not a medical professional, but I had someone living with me a while ago that sounds much like you.

I think you may have schizophrenia, and are experiencing a psychotic episode (episodes are not necessarily short lived), and strongly recommend you seek professional help. Get help yourself, before someone else thinks they need to force you.

I know you sincerely believe what you are telling us, but it simply is not true.

I know that he does, he said he does a while back.

What does OP mean?

I am a woman and I think OP means Original Post but I could be wrong.

Come to think of it, that does sound a lot like schizophrenia. My auntie has that.

I'm sorry D: I'm kind of bad at deciphering genders online :/

I have been diagnosed with Evil Schizoaffective disorder by an Evil Doctor who graduated from Evil medical school. It is evil because it means you are psychotic and I don't believe the doctors so that is why I call them evil. I think it is just anxiety based, I'm perfectly sane!

OP=original poster

You're not in possession of any military secrets or military equipment... so there's no reason for the government to be after you. Aliens, if there are any, would probably only be interested in studying you. This sounds like a good time to make a call to your psychiatrist and let them know you need to be seen right away before you accidentally cause yourself some real harm. Or go to an emergency room if you can't see your psychiatrist right away.