My future is hopless

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First off, Im dumb. Really dumb. I have no hope of getting GCSE's

Secondly, I am immature, and I wouldnt be able to survive alone

I used to behave badly at school, which caused me to miss out most of my schooling

Im weird, people see me as a target.

Im rejected by everyone. Im gonna end up being in one of those stupid little "disabled" support homes with a dumb social worker who will treat me like a child

I want to die. Ive said this many times in the past and not meant it, but now i do.

My 12 year old sister is doing better than me at school.

Oh yeah, and by the way i go to a special ed school, where im treated like a baby, a freak and a person who doesnt know anything.

I want to kill myself, and I think im going to.

I have failed in life and i have no future. I know im only 14, but i know im doomed.
I am a freak.

I have no where to turn anyway. My parents think im not depressed, they think my life is fine and dandy even though i go to a special school, even though I cant make it alone, Even though my sister is smarter than me.

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Is it me or is the world royally screwed?

reading from your post you are smart and HARD WORKING

we at wrongplanet are always here for you. we try to be good friends to you, Mr. Hawthorne. i felt like you when i was a teenager, but it got better after i turned 18.

if you want to kill yourself, telling your family or teacher or doctor or whoever will make you MUCH better. it is like you realease bad feelings by telling them to people in real life.. try it. you will absolutely like the feeling of talking about it.

Hey, i can add you to my msn if you want. Or you can add me if you want ( dareka1992@hotmail.com ).

Me too, straightedge_1993@hotmail.com
I already have undercoveralien from a long time ago

Dude, when I was 14, I felt that way, its normal. If you're 31 and feel that way like I do, THEN call for help.

What stuck out in your post, Hawthorne, is when you said that at the special school they treat you like a baby, a freak, and a person that doesn't know anything. Is there any way you can bring this up with them and tell them that they treat you like that and if they already know they do, ask them why, and tell them not to treat you like that anymore or else?

Even as it is important to prepare for the future and improve your life, you needn't look at life as a whole. Live for whatever you enjoy, even if that's something like a tv show.
And meanwhile, do your best to improve your situation. Would you rather go to a normal school? If so, tell your parents.
That's the best I can offer, and I know it's not that simple. Anyway, good luck. We're all routing for you here.

You're alright. Stop being so emo, you look great when you smile and relax and see the world from another view. There....

Don't worry for what you cannot do. See, you can write and express yourself so well, I think you really have the thought and the heart to write... You know, 14-year olds in my town only care either about grades or the latest video game they play. They don't care about life, man, so unlike you...

You still have so much time ahead of you can you can still do a lot. Just draw, doodle, or make music or anything else you like. Be happy that you can still live and do a lot to make yourself happier. Cheers!