Had to take Public Access TV show off the air for awhille

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First I have a question, do Aspies have an extremely shocking sense of humor or is it just me. I think anything is funny if it's done with puppets and cartoons. Even all the taboo stuff like suicide, death, etc. I FIND THAT FUNNY!

But here's what happened. I did an animation where a cartoon newscaster with an electronic voice box from decades into the future talks about me saying on Auguest of 2009 I tried to commit Suicide but psycical pain isn't my cup of tea and beside I was too chicken. LOL That was a joke and I put it on Public Access TV at about 11:20pm.

This Friday someone called the police and They said that someone worried that I was going to commit suicide, they came to my parents and they wanted me home ASAP. So I left Program early and the Police were gone. I explained that it was nothing more but a joke. My parents thought that I was mentally ill so they bring me to the theiripist and I told him it was only a joke. He agrees with me THEN my parents agree with me.

My parents told me that the world today is very dark and It's not a laughing matter do to all the crime in the world esspecially in Connecticut. So they told me not to air anymore dark or satirical humor until the world starts becoming more safer maybe less than 5 years for now. I can't continue my show on public access because dark and satirical humor is my bread and butter if you know what I mean, So I called up the station to take me off the air for now.


I felt like S**t all day because that was my soul! Now I'm thinking on working on some private dark humor projects that wouldn't be relised until it is safe. I'm working on an episode of my show called "The Eric Crooks Show of Death" which is a parody of the Mockumentry "Faces of Death" and I'm thinking about going all the way of what is considered Taboo just like the documentry. Only difference is it's only puppets and cartoon animation. LOL


But again, I'm still kind of sad. The show was always becoming difficult to film anyways so I'm best at this time making small YouTube videos perhaps and some films that wouldn't be released for another few years, like a time Capsule.



This must be an Aspie thing, if something goes wrong with the interests that you love, don't you feel a simulair feeling like heartbreak and the feeling like you can't move on in your life?


Anyways, it's like what my parents told me. Don't stop doing the stuff you love, it's just that the world isn't ready to see my vision of laughing at the world just yet.