AlexJade wrote:
Today I finally found someone locally that can do testing for AS. I called and made an appointment with them for Thursday and hopefully my insurance will help pay for it because testing here is 2500 dollars. The thing is I am very scared. I am scared of what if what is going on with me is not AS, what if all my "quirks" that have caused me so much loneliness and pain in my life is from something else? What if the emotional distance and lack of empathy and the inability to deal with change that my ex left me over is due to something else? What if my break downs and my lack of social abilities that have driven off all of my friends are not because of AS? I also find myself tweaking over what if it is AS, what does that mean? Does that change anything in my life? What will it change? Will the people in my life or recently out of my life be more understanding? It feels like this is a huge change that will affect everything in my life. Yes or no this just makes me want to curl up in a corner and cry.
Call the doctor's office and find out the exact name of the evaluations you are scheduled for. Call your insurance and find out if they cover it. You DO NOT want the MD to send you a $2500 bill because the insurance ended up rejecting it. The doctor wants your money and will push for more than you need. So schedule a half hour initial assessment. You might be better off just seeing a psychiatrist on a weekly basis - MUCH better use of the $2500.
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