Fear of being hated or rejected

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First of I'm a satrist and it's hard for me to deal with people who can't take a joke. I often lampoon jerks that I knew from High School because the bullys deverved it.

The life skills company that helps me out had a new person and I meet him on Tuesday. He seemed nice. I showed him a picture of the person that I lampooned and a picture of the puppet of the person that I'm mocking for being a jerk to me at high school who was also my high school crush. This person was friends with this person which is kind of scary but he didn't seem made, besides this person from High School kind of appoligized to me on MySpace this year.

So I talk about my satire and he (The new staff) asked me if I go out in public or college calling people morans or idiots. I explain to him NO! But what an insult! I have this guy tomarrow and Friday for 12 hours total, 6 hours per day, so I'm kind of scared even though he doesn't think of me in a negitive light anyways.


Sometimes I worry that everyone is out to get me and I have no sheld or friends to protect me in times of trouble. Yes, it's depressing.

Ok, why exactly were you telling this person about the person lampooned? To me it seems kinda random. Yeah it was probably wrong for this the this person to make fun of in highschool but I think you should probably stop telling people about your plans of satire because most people dont want to hear about it. Im kinda unclear why you were telling these people about it in the 1st place.

First off he is my new staff, so I'm just answering the question "What do I like to do for fun" sort of speak.

Second the person I know from High School was my crush and she became a scumbag and a jerk to me.

I satirize people who deserved to be laughted at, not bully the innocent.



SIGH!


People think that satire is just not caring about peoples feelings which is complete Innacurate! It's to prove a point of view through humor! It's Art!

And if people don't care about the artform, they can just walk away, besides It's not like I'm filming myself, it's only puppets.


I hope I'm not sounding rude but It does get fusterating for me to explain this to people each and every day several times so I don't look like the bad guy. I'm just making jokes ON the Bad Guys is all. No offense.


If you would like more information on this art forum, here's the wiki link.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Satire

I think using puppets is a great idea. It is better than internalizing the pain like I do.