Joined: 4 Aug 2006 Gender: Male Posts: 102 Location: Antioch california
28 May 2009, 1:46 am
im 24 years old ill be 25 this year and after all the years that ive been posting on this forum im still very depressed and saddened with my life. everything seems to be going downhill no matter what i do. I still cant manage to find a woman to be with regardless of how hard i have tried. To make matters worse my mom had open heart by pass surgery in march 4 by passes and she had a stroke afterwards and became paralyzed and disabled and now im taking care of her which is very difficult and stressful. I myself have aspergers and am disabled and everything seems to just be crashing down on me. no matter how hard ive tried to succeed in life im a failure i cant get what i want. Women wont even give me a chance and i had to quit school to take care of my mom. Sometimes i wonder is this life even worth living. Ive been drinking a lot of alcohol these past couple years i even fell down broke a tooth and busted my face on the concrete from drinking and blacking out because im so depressed and fed up with life and have nowhere to go my moms stroke and situation proves my theory and point.
28 May 2009, 1:46 am
